It's my birthday soon, so I decided to write a journal, since you deserve to know why the duck you have me on your watch list while I don't submit anything new and all my pictures submitted while last few months are - well, let's be honest - crap.
Everything is okay with me - I still draw, I don't leave my dA account or anything.
Since one year I haven't had possibilities to draw something for myself - I don't know when that is going to change, but not in the nearest future (I mean, at least not in the next few months). I only do commissions (if you want one from me - just write
) and I don't want to show them publicly yet - I'll wait with that until some things are released, with the others I'll wait until I have my real online portfolio. There are pictures or projects that I'd really like to show you, but I feel some reluctance to make a typical portfolio of this deviantArt account, that's why I don't post everything here.
Well, I learned a lot during the last year, but maybe not the things that I wanted to. I believe it will change one day - I know everything comes with hard work and WE need to do this hard work, nothing comes just with time - but for now I don't have too many possibilities to do this hard work. But I believe that one day I'll be able to work more on realistic drawings - I dream about it, but for now - I really can't.
I suppose many of you started to watch me to see how I evolve or to get some inspiration - I'm sorry I can't show it for today. But as I said - it's not because I'm bored of drawing.
Have a nice day and many successes in drawing!